Lalalala

So it goes like this.. First, lalalala pergi Ipoh ada camp sukma.  Second, lalalala final paper aku which is Financial Accounting Fundamentals phew teruk. Third, lalalala orang tu buat aku sakit hati sampai terkeluar dua titis air mata. Forth, lalalala join National Senior Karate Championship as a team kata for Perak and tewas. Bawak balik piala gangsa. Fes time dapat piala. Sebelum ni medal saje. Fifth, lalalala makan steambot harga RM33 satu kepala terus terbang duit fuuhh2 macam magik.




Sekarang takde moooood. Wafa tidur bilik aku so taklah keseorangan malam ni. Aish, penat nak kemas barang. Rasa macam nak minta abah panggil lori then campak-campak barang aku semua je. Senang. Yaa bebeh. Sekarang aku dah habis exam and cuti sem sudah bermula. Namun yang menyedihkan antara yang tersedih yang pernah aku alami.. Kena balik uia khamis ni which is three days only from now.. And the reason is and only is foooorrrr training Karate.



Sensei pernah cakap, If kamu rasa penat, rasa nak give up, rasa tak kuat, rasa nak let go je semua,.. Just ingat satu je.. Why are you here in the first place?



So, that's what kept me here.. saying it to myself.. again and again.. anndd agaaainn


Okay. Nak tau? Aku menyampah kat orang tu. Entah. Macam takde mood nak ber-ice ice esok. Moody.


P/s I hate those stupid, kunun-kunun kelakar punya joke. Heh, ingat lawak sangat la tu? Seriously, sometimes I dont know what is so special bout chu, monster!

Under Mistletoe

It was the first time when I came to Gombak. Travel from Nilai with full of excitement. Neither of us know that would be the first time of our meeting. Neither of you. Wearing an outfit that both of us know what it exactly meant to be, you were there, standing with other seniors, and I was near you, still with my whities, admiring you from far, not sure if that's the best.


And for the second time, it was already late, and I was sleepy. He asked you to send the juniors back to mahalah. It was Kembara. Yep and I sat exactly behind you. You wouldn't know about it, I was smiled along the way, looking outside the window, still not sure if that's the best.


The stars, the moons, the universe. It seems perfectly beautiful from day to day. Admiring you from far.. I know.. I am sure that's the best :)



You're an island
I'm just a little boat
I'm heading somewhere
I dont even know
Hope you dont mind me stopping by your shore
Come with me and you'll never be alone


Open up your heart to me
We'll explore the seven seas
Sail away and find your dreams
And if you drown I'll help keep your head up

And if you drown I'll help keep your head up
to breath


You will lead the way
I'll be battle storm
We can let the waves tell us where to go
We can always do anything you want
We will try to capture the natural love



Open up your heart to me
We'll explore the seven seas
Sail away and find your dreams
And if you drown I'll help keep your head up

And if you drown I'll help keep your head up
to breath



-Yuna; Island-





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"Waa macam mana sensei boleh buat shiko dachi rendah macam tu?"
Heh.. Aku tersengih je. Budak-budak memang shomel kan.


Tak lama je lagi final bakal menjelma.. Busted!

--> Untitled #2

Kadang-kadang kau harus penat
Penat sebab jadi perempuan yang terhegeh-hegeh
Tak dapat coklat yang cuma ada di depan mata
Hanya hulurkan tangan dan ambil
Dan tu diaa, tangan siapakah yang menghalang?


Yup.. Itu cuma perumpamaan. Perumpamaan yang menyedihkan.


Dia dah berulang kali kata.. Jangan! Tapi kau degil. Kau nak jugak.
Kau kata kau boleh hadapi. Cuma suka-suka.
Ya.. suka-suka. Tapi sejak bila suka-suka jadi serius?
Senyum jelah. Orang taktau apa yang ada dalam hati.


Yup. Just knowing that you care makes me reaally happy.
Tapi!
If you don't want to give.. Then you should stay away
Bahasa kasarnya.. Nyah kau dari sini.. Haa gituu


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Best bila sekali-sekala lepak dengan Hanim
Makan kat evoke walaupun streeesss memikirkan assignment yang macam alien tu haha
Lepas ni kena selalu luangkan masa dengan dia orang
Tak boleh asyik dengan Encik Karate
Ya. Kadang-kadang aku rasa bosan
Kadang-kadang rasa best
Normal la tu.

Saikano's Quick Updates

1. Minggu lepas ada IIUM Karate Closed Tournament (IKCT). Buat Individual Kata, Team Kata dan Kumite. Memang tak hebat. First time rasa kosong teramat. Yeke?


2. Esoknya pergi Selangor Open Karate Tournament pulak. First time Kumite tanpa rasa takut. Andd I really enjoyed it.


3. Then, first time makan dekat Geng's corner.


4. A week before that. First time pakai tali pinggang yang sangat diidamkan. Rasa confident memuncak.


5. Esoknya, yeah, went to upgrading belt exam. Officially now I am 2nd kyu.


6. Sunday. Eh Saturday ke? Not sure. My Hideo-sama bought me this cute fish huahua. Replacing for a movie. It was a looong time ago. Orang tu baik sangat. And it's not a first time. Semoga murah rezeki anda ye.


7. Selesai buat pre-registration untuk short-sem and long-sem. Ada satu kelas je sama dengan Hanim. Quite sad.


8. Semalam first time join jadi volunteer untuk FighterX. Dapat t-shirt free, certificate and a mini nerf gun wahaa. Then Sensei Fadhil belanja semua makan kat Pizza San Francisco. Thank you.


9. Semalam jugak pergi tengok movie Battleship. Hajar kata itu first time dia tengok wayang, serius!


10. Semalam jugak kereta Sensei Rijal kena pecah tapi still tak sedar until Hadi dan Aiman sedar yang beg dia orang hilang. Oh, first time ada sekali tertengok situasi macam tu. Tabah eh korang.


Okaay. Next coming event.


11. Esok. First time sejak mai dok kat uia gombak ni. Presentation sorang-sorang kat depan. Ketar lutut? Takde hal lah.


12. Sabtu. Milo Open Tournament. First time. Excited :)


13. Mei. Al-Amin. Confirmed.


14. 6 Mei? Pray hard babe.


15. 2nd week of June. Senior Makaf?


Hmm tu je kot.


Sensei kata, 'Just laju. That's it'. Then I guess I'll get my first rainbow on Individual Kata soon. Very soon.





P/s ada ayat berbunyi : Bila kita sayangkan seseorang, kita kena belajar percayakan dia. So, it means if and if kita susah nak percaya orang, then jangan sayangkan dia. Betul tak tipu.

Tapi bila fikir balik. Life aku lagi cool rasanya dari movie. Wahaa.