Rescue

She thinks she's all alone and all her hopes are gone

and so I wrote this song so she can move along

Things were bad

She was in despair

Things were bad and you were never there

But things were bad, she came up for air

She said a little prayer, she found herself

Yeah she's got light in her face

She don't need no rescuing, she's okay

Yeah, she's got life in her veins

She don't need no rescuing she's okay

No S.O.S needed, no rescuing, she's fine out there

She looks into the sky

and all her tears are dry

she kiss her fears goodbye

She's gonna be alright

Things were bad, it was beyond repair

She was scare, she couldn't handle it

Things were bad, but now she's glad

Can't you tell that she's walking on air?

Yeah, she's got life in her veins

She don't need no rescuing she's okay

No S.O.S needed, no rescuing, she's fine out there

That girl is you yeah

and that girl is me,

that girl is stronger than the raging sea

Yeah, she's got life in her veins

She don't need no rescuing she's okay

No S.O.S needed, no rescuing, she's fine out there

The Sukipt

Tomorrow will be my event. I am so nervous and getting excited. This will be part of in my resume and will be my ticket in selection for AUG. I've been through hell and work very hard to be in this level. I will be facing the so-called enemy and this time I will definitely win. And I won.


But things didn't go according to my plan. For this life is not me who make the plan. It is He. Once, I came across to someone's status, " Don't be sad on something that you have lost. Maybe if you haven't lost it, your sadness would be greater".


Distracted myself into things which I do not used to. Hoping that this sorrow will fade away. Hoping that something better in return. Hoping that I am stronger than this.

Hajime

 

 

sensei kesayangan

 

 

 

 

 

Ada orang cakap. Bersabarlah. Mungkin ada hikmah yang lebih besar. Allah perancang yang paling hebat kan? Selepas sesi berkabung tak dapat join Sukipt, tiba-tiba hati ni tergerak untuk turut serta ke Kejohanan Seni Mempertahankan Diri (SMD) Peringkat Wilayah Persekutuan Kuala Lumpur. Aku sendiri macam tak percaya. I am voluntarily submit my name to join kumite? Macam bukan Suhaila je ni. Of course, this tournament is a beginner level. Maybe sebab tu kot berani nak join kumite. Preparing for my shodan. Ini ialah kumite tourney yang pertama aku rasa tak takut. Yang pertama jugak aku rasa kurang pressure. Yang pertama aku betul-betul enjoy. Maybe sebab mey jadi ref? Mungkin haha. Maybe jugak sebab Sensei Rijal ada :)

 

 

Mula-mula Kata. Aku tak prepare nak join Kata. Kesian kat kohai dia orang pun kena join Kata sebab dah ada nama. So aku cakap la don't be nervous buat daichi dosa je. So aku explain cara-cara nak masuk semua macam mana. Aku tau cara aku explain sucks. Being not good senpai there huuu maaf. But eventually, they did very good. Yelah kan, first time dia orang kot. Aku pun nervous jugak. Dah lama tak training Kata. Aku berjaya sampai ke final. Opponent aku baby. Dah sure dah mesti kalah aiyo. So aku buat bassaidai. Aku menang. Eh? Waktu the announcer (Sensei Rijal) announce nama aku as the winner, muka dia macam tak percaya, siap angkat kening sebelah. Saya pun tak percaya lah sensei. Rezeki lah tu. Tetibe baru sedar. Omg omg, ni tournament pertama aku dapat gold utk Kata! Yay! Janji dah tertunai. Tak percaya berjaya jugak dapatkan gold untuk sensei sebelum wedding sensei hehehehe. You have to be proud of me. Walaupun tournament ni just a beginner level je. But it still counts kan? :p

 

 

Untuk kumite pulak. Rasa takut trauma dah takdeeee. Objektif dah tercapai. Sensei pun kata footwork dah improve a lot. Berbanding dulu dulu. Omg sangat, aku ingat lagi aku punya footwork macam dancing yang dah off, serupa nenek ber-dancing. Mey dan Ameen pulak cakap footwork aku macam memey punya style. Eh?

 

 

As for now, nak fokus untuk kumite. Rasa macam dah mula jatuh cinta dengan kumite lah pulak. Aku dah tak rasa kecewa bila tak dapat join Sukipt. Sebab rezeki ada di mana mana kan. Dan sekarang ni pulak aku ada banyak masa terluang, since aku tak terikat dengan training utk Sukipt. Yay! Boleh sambung training untuk kumite. Terima kasih kepada Sensei Rijal dan Senpai Luqman hehehe. Pertama, sebab tolong budak bernama Suhaila, ajar macam mana nak kumite, dengan teknik yang betul and of course sebab ajar dengan enjoy. Kedua, sebab bagi kata-kata semangat bila budak bernama Suhaila ni tengah kecewa dan dalam mood depress gila. Ketiga, I really reaaally want to belanja you guys Miyagi! So please pm me if you want hahaha.

 

 

p/s one gold for kata, one bronze for kumite. total rm225 :p

 

 

 

 

 

Axelo

Completely in love. From now on. You. I. Merempit. Haha.

Oh hai helo. Suzuki Shogun Axelo S. Descriptions: Awesomeness level 9999. Kenapa pilih suzuki? Sebab pertama nama dia suzuki nama aku suhailah. Sebab kedua. Okay takde sebab kedua haha. Actually, nak beli motor secondhand je. Then tiba tiba up sikit nak beli motor baru brand modenas. Then rasa nak best sikit nak beli honda atau yamaha. Tuptup terbeli suzuki haha. Perasaan sekarang? Happy sangat :)