Hajime

 

 

sensei kesayangan

 

 

 

 

 

Ada orang cakap. Bersabarlah. Mungkin ada hikmah yang lebih besar. Allah perancang yang paling hebat kan? Selepas sesi berkabung tak dapat join Sukipt, tiba-tiba hati ni tergerak untuk turut serta ke Kejohanan Seni Mempertahankan Diri (SMD) Peringkat Wilayah Persekutuan Kuala Lumpur. Aku sendiri macam tak percaya. I am voluntarily submit my name to join kumite? Macam bukan Suhaila je ni. Of course, this tournament is a beginner level. Maybe sebab tu kot berani nak join kumite. Preparing for my shodan. Ini ialah kumite tourney yang pertama aku rasa tak takut. Yang pertama jugak aku rasa kurang pressure. Yang pertama aku betul-betul enjoy. Maybe sebab mey jadi ref? Mungkin haha. Maybe jugak sebab Sensei Rijal ada :)

 

 

Mula-mula Kata. Aku tak prepare nak join Kata. Kesian kat kohai dia orang pun kena join Kata sebab dah ada nama. So aku cakap la don't be nervous buat daichi dosa je. So aku explain cara-cara nak masuk semua macam mana. Aku tau cara aku explain sucks. Being not good senpai there huuu maaf. But eventually, they did very good. Yelah kan, first time dia orang kot. Aku pun nervous jugak. Dah lama tak training Kata. Aku berjaya sampai ke final. Opponent aku baby. Dah sure dah mesti kalah aiyo. So aku buat bassaidai. Aku menang. Eh? Waktu the announcer (Sensei Rijal) announce nama aku as the winner, muka dia macam tak percaya, siap angkat kening sebelah. Saya pun tak percaya lah sensei. Rezeki lah tu. Tetibe baru sedar. Omg omg, ni tournament pertama aku dapat gold utk Kata! Yay! Janji dah tertunai. Tak percaya berjaya jugak dapatkan gold untuk sensei sebelum wedding sensei hehehehe. You have to be proud of me. Walaupun tournament ni just a beginner level je. But it still counts kan? :p

 

 

Untuk kumite pulak. Rasa takut trauma dah takdeeee. Objektif dah tercapai. Sensei pun kata footwork dah improve a lot. Berbanding dulu dulu. Omg sangat, aku ingat lagi aku punya footwork macam dancing yang dah off, serupa nenek ber-dancing. Mey dan Ameen pulak cakap footwork aku macam memey punya style. Eh?

 

 

As for now, nak fokus untuk kumite. Rasa macam dah mula jatuh cinta dengan kumite lah pulak. Aku dah tak rasa kecewa bila tak dapat join Sukipt. Sebab rezeki ada di mana mana kan. Dan sekarang ni pulak aku ada banyak masa terluang, since aku tak terikat dengan training utk Sukipt. Yay! Boleh sambung training untuk kumite. Terima kasih kepada Sensei Rijal dan Senpai Luqman hehehe. Pertama, sebab tolong budak bernama Suhaila, ajar macam mana nak kumite, dengan teknik yang betul and of course sebab ajar dengan enjoy. Kedua, sebab bagi kata-kata semangat bila budak bernama Suhaila ni tengah kecewa dan dalam mood depress gila. Ketiga, I really reaaally want to belanja you guys Miyagi! So please pm me if you want hahaha.

 

 

p/s one gold for kata, one bronze for kumite. total rm225 :p

 

 

 

 

 

Axelo

Completely in love. From now on. You. I. Merempit. Haha.

Oh hai helo. Suzuki Shogun Axelo S. Descriptions: Awesomeness level 9999. Kenapa pilih suzuki? Sebab pertama nama dia suzuki nama aku suhailah. Sebab kedua. Okay takde sebab kedua haha. Actually, nak beli motor secondhand je. Then tiba tiba up sikit nak beli motor baru brand modenas. Then rasa nak best sikit nak beli honda atau yamaha. Tuptup terbeli suzuki haha. Perasaan sekarang? Happy sangat :)

Pangkor Trip

Aku pakai baju shitoryu. Semangat sungguh

Batu bentuk ikan paus

Penat ber-snorkelling. Ombak kuat. Asyik kena hempas ke batu

Spoil-kan gambar nisak. Hahahah *evil laugh*

Berenang pakai jaket keselamatan. Tak selamat kalau tak pakai. Over kau.

Game paling best

Nisak jerit paling kuat

Okay. Itu je nak cerita. Next trip please ke Pulau Tioman please. At least kalau ber-snorkelling lagi takde la jadi snorkelling berdarah haha. Sekarang tengah cuti midbreak. Oh ya. selamat menyambut hari raya aidil adha kepada semua umat Islam. Kesian orang tu beraya kat uia je, forever alone sorang sorang kat situ. Cheer up please :)

p/s dear suhailah, sila siapkan assignment berlambak kamu tu ok

Another Dinner

Maskot kuda buncit tetap ada haa :)

Assalamualaikum. It happened again. Kegembiraan yang tak terkata. And mini heart attack, of course. We as a team for Karatedo went to Appreciation Dinner for Masum & Suksis and it was held at Main Hall, CAC. It was quite grand. The table are well arranged. So we do not know where to sit. Suddenly, tengah dok pusing-pusing nak cari tempat duduk, the committee calling out my name. Oh my god. Pasaipa ni? So I went and there you go, they gave me table for Laptop Recipient. There are also table for Award For Achievement. Hah, takkan la uia nak kasi laptop. More than 10 people kot. Banyak tuu kalau nak kasi seorang sebijik! I assume it was just a gimmick. But... at the end of the night.. Ya Allah, murahnya rezeki! Depa bebetul kasi.. sob sob terharu.

Esok pagi terus pergi Office of Deputy Rector untuk claim laptop. Brand Lenovo kot. Alhamdulillah. I know some may argue, kenapa Suhaila boleh dapat laptop. Apa criteria dia? I don't know either. I didn't get Gold in Masum. If they see the cgpa, I don't think so, my cgpa is not good enough. Nah, if for the performance, I think the others are far more better than me. So, I assume this is rezeki from Allah, and I am glad He chose me. And also, this is for a reminder for me how Karate has let me get all this opportunity and that opportunity has a very high value.

p/s hajar cakap kita orang dapat scholarship sukan tu. Allah. Allah.

Weirdo

"Stupid"

Sometimes it doesn't means stupid in a real context meaning.


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"Bangang ah"

I used to call that word to my brother. He's annoying. Totally. First, because he's a jerk. Second, well I can't fight him, I am gonna lose, so using that word kind of my counter-attack.

However, if I use that word and then smile, it has different meaning. It means, "my brother is an idiot, but I love him. Totally". And I used it kinda alot :)


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What I wanna emphasize is that, you gonna act weirdo in front of someone you love, in a different way, to some extent, a way that nobody could understand. At all.


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To a stranger, I act all innocence. They called me angel. Unlike my best buddies, they called me devil.


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And for you. I am sorry. I am such a weirdo. But that's how I am.

Masum 2013

Assalamualaikum. Helo.

Masum games has already ended. It was like *ting ting* vanished all of sudden. The pressure, stressful, the pain, the laughter.. we will missed it. When I was still in Nilai campus, watching all my senpai went to masum games, I bet they are all the luckiest person. Back then, for juniors it was like a dream if you are get selected for the team. Unlike nowadays. I can't believe when I heard there's juniors complained the training was tough, does not worth it, bla bla. If I were them, I am willing to give whatever it takes to get in team.

I waited for almost two years to get participate in Masum games. This is my first time. And it was organized in my home. IIUM.

Sadly, I made silly mistakes :(

If I can, I want to disappear. It hurts. It was indeed a silly mistakes. I shouldn't do that. That was the first time I cry. Not because I lost. But because the mistakes I made. Maybe it wasn't the right time for me to earn gold for individu kata. Maybe I should bow more. Be more humble in learning. Maybe Allah wants it to be in a special way. Who knows?

It wasn't easy for a sobbing girl to be happy again. I, myself also was surprise to see myself smiling. Nisa, Eila and Fatin. Thank you bery bery mach because you guys come and cheer me up. It helps alot. Budak ucuk mata merah dah ada target. Nak improve. Banyak. May Allah ease me.

Insya Allah :)

For this moment, I want to dedicate million thanks and syukur, first and foremost to Sensei Amirul Iman bin Dollah who always be there for me and helps me to improve. From zero to hero. There's still alot I have to learn and practice and I will train hard more after this. It is true that Masum is like a slapping games for me as a wake up call. Next, to all my teammates, aisyah afifah azieefah umi hajar syidah futuhat yat luqman raziman ameen ijat asap izzul afro rais adha fitri and others, thanks for being a good teammates and I beg for forgiveness if there's any misbehaves which I do intentionally or unintentionally. To Sensei Rijal, thank you thank you for 'kuda buncit'. Insya Allah, promise is promise. I will work hard for it. To my parents, thanks for always support and pray for me. To others, thank you.

Next mission: Sukipt 2014

Cold

Hentakan kuat.

Aku tak pasti adakah itu penyebabnya. Mungkin. Aku harap jawapan tu betul.

Aku jadi stress. Benda kecil je pun. Tapi rasa nak marah. Marah yang gila. Nak jerit kuat-kuat. Tapi tak boleh. Tak boleh nak jerit kat sini.

Marah yang menggila. Aku tanak jadi macam tu dah. Aku tanak marah orang. Atleast, marahkan diri sendiri. Salah sendiri. Ingat Allah banyak-banyak. Kau akan jadi waras sikit.


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Aku taktau nak mengadu kat siapa. Kat Allah, tentu. Tapi nak ada kawan. Kawan yang kau takkan rasa malu nak cerita apa je. But I dont find any. Not yet. Mungkin blog ni jadi 'kawan' itu? 'Kawan' yang boleh mendengar tapi takkan respon apa-apa. Cuma setia untuk mendengar.

Mungkin stress belajar tak habis lagi. Mungkin aku nak jadi dewasa. Tekanan makin banyak. Mungkin.

Ingat Allah. Allah. Allah. Dia ada. Nangis kat dia. Kau akan rasa lega. Peringatan untuk diri sendiri.

IIUM Sports Award 2012

Hati berdebar ambil trophy besar gabak :*

It was the greatest night ever. Dinner free, bag free. Almost all of us (Karate team Sukipt) went to the event. It was my first time to attend this event and I have the right to feel touch, walawehhh tak sangka dapat award. I was expecting to get Half Color Award only but then turned out... err

Tamak haa semua nak rembat

Half Color Award, Best Team Women AND Most Promising Sportswoman Award *wink wink*

Bertambah semangat nak training hard untuk Masum 2013 kali ni. Uia gombak jadi host untuk Masum ni. Double semangat yay. Aku join Individu Kata insya allah kalau terpilih, will do my very besttt!!

p/s now tengah exam week. pray for me :)

Sunway Lagoon Big Promo 20

Ohai. Nak cerita something best hehe. So me and mey plan nak pergi Sunway Lagoon. It was loongg planned that we had, but plan yang macam hangat-hangat tehi ayem je. So kali ni bebetul nak pergi. Then aku ajak lah shapa and adi, because the more the merrier kan. Next day, mey cakap sunway lagoon ada promotion RM20 dan dia suruh aku search kat syeikh google. Bila aku tengok, sah! Sahih ada promotion RM20 SAHAJA! Apa lagi, berjimba lah!

Aku tersenyum lebar bila tengok promotion tu untuk first 1000 ppl. Tapi dalam hati macam berdebar lah jugak, sebab harga murah kot, mesti ramai dok berebut. Aku pun mulakan penyiasatan ke blog blog orang lain yang pernah pergi. Learn based on experience lah katakan. Blogger blogger ni kata counter bukak pukul 12 tengah malam peehhh kena beratur ke? Peeehhhhh. So this is my plan (terima kasih kepada blog yang aku terjah itu so kita orang lebih bersedia gitu)

19 Mei 2013

Me, shapa, mey, adi. Bertolak dari uia gombak pukul 6 petang. Zroom zroom naik kereta sampai sunway pukul 7 gitu terus sembahyang maghrib. Memang dah plan nak solat kat sunway, senang sikit. Then around 8pm, terus pergi beratur. Peehh baru pukul 8, aku dah jadi orang yang ke-275. Ok diam. Ambil surat khabar yang aku bawak dari uia, jadikan alas duduk (ok nerd -.- ) Lepas tu terdengar this guy bawak sebeban mykad try nak masuk, katanya nak tolong belikan untuk sanak saudaranya and he said, they are coming but late. No no la sir. Fyi, orang yang nak beli tu kena ada sekali dengan mykad, tak boleh orang lain belikan ye.

Waktu tu memang bosan tahap hape dah lah. Dok makan biskut chipsmore dengan main game UNO kat handphone. Around 930pm gitu counter dah bukak, yay! Aku expect dalam 10-11pm gitu baru buka. Lucky me, boleh balik uia awal hehe.

Done, tunggu next day pulak :)

20 Mei 2013 (Hari yang ditunggu-tunggu)

Aku ada test 2 Financial Management pagi tu. Test senang tapi tak cukup masa huhu. Habis pukul 10am. Terus transform bertukar daripada jubah ke seluar track. Berlari ke kereta dia orang dah tunggu kat luar Kulliyyah Economics. Dong dang dong dang dah sampai yay.

Excited terus masuk berlari mencari Extreme Park. All Terrain Vehicle (ATV) BEST! Aku naik fuwah fuwah hati gumbira. Archery traget shooting pun best jugaklah. First time aku ber-archery. Sakit tangan. Then terus ke Adventure Park. Aku macam excited nak naik Pirate's Revenge sebab dulu pergi dia tengah baik pulih. Tapi hampa. Yes, aku menjerit bila naik. Tapi bukan jerit sebab takut or gayat, tapi jerit sebab sakit. Penahan dia ketat sangat.Tak bernafas. Sumpah sakit. Then naik Grand Canyon River Rapids best best.

Menatang cawan oren besar tu bagi aku yang paling super best ah. Vuvuzela. Hihiks. Siapa yang pergi Sunway Lagoon tapi tak naik vuvuzela, memang rugiiii aaahhh. June ni rasa nak pergi lagi ah big promo 20 ni. Ada siapa nak join? :)

Overall, tak rugi. Berbaloi superb. Murah dan dapat naik semua walaupun tak semua sebab tak cukup masa. Who's care? Rm20 je kot hee. Scream Park tak masuk. Tak teringin. Ah by the way, kita orang terserempak dengan junior karate enjoy kat sunway lagoon jugak. Ehemm berdua je tu hihi.

Ok itu je. Adios.