Kemarau yang hampir panjang

First thing when you had this feeling, this unusual kind of feeling. When you have to complete your tasks and you have to work-out on your training, but then, suddenly everybody seems like to interfere to disturb and messed up with you at the same time. Come on dude. Can't you wait till my final end? Perasaan tu macam kena hempap dengan batu bergondol gondol. By the way, it's ooookay. I just have to put a smile on my face andd sengih sorang sorang. No big deal. Great. Big lies.

These few days is really tiring. The whole week. I have my final exam. My 'super' grading. My feeling which is getting complicated than before. My 'kawan' keep annoyed me all the time when he show up. Okay. It is because his text is full of semua-benda-yang-boleh-bikin-mulut-jadi-senget-bila-terbaca. Asking me for a dance? Euww. I can't dance. Dancing is for old couples. Andd anyway, we're not couple. Another thing is when I got trapped on my own-mistaken-of feeling. I see a super-duper-awesome-prince-charming aka hero malaya. The reality is, it is only a kind of 'rasa kagum'. Not more than that. Rasa nak lari balik jepun je when you see the other side of that hero malaya which is not as your expectation. It is like abnormal loss <------ term in accounting. teehee!

Oh, my 'super grading' is actually a disaster! Andd I keep thinking what have I done all this while sampaikan my grading become like a giant trying to do kuak lentang. Adakah tidak cukup training? Well, Sensei Najwa told me before... 'Pergi dojo is for touch up and gain some knowledge. You go home then practice. Make it perfect. Then you datang dojo balik untuk sensei check on you'  But what I do was... datang dojo have some fun, do basic kihon, do kata, angguk angguk when sensei ask me to do that, to do this... then when I go back to hostel, I forget everything. Patut laaaa. Great. I just realized it!

Andd my final exam?? I don't want to talk about it. Ever. I only can conclude that... when I am alone, I keep asking to myself, Again, What you have done all this while SUHAILA? Don't you studying? Yes I am. Studying only when tomorrow has exam or test. The rest of it? None! Great. You should hentuk kepala you ke dinding. I just realized it!

GETTING MORE COMPLICATED!

Someone please helps me. I can't see anything. What have I done??

Shiznits! Even patrick can't hear me. Is my life too dark?

Helo? Am I spongebob?

Ughhh. Tension.

So...that's the true story of 'Kemarau yang hampir panjang'. If I got one more chance, I will never be I was before. The old me is too simple. Takes everything in an easiest way and messed up all the things and get complicated as a consequences. Guys, please don't be like me. You won't like this complicated life. Actually, it is not complicated pun. It is just you sendiri yang complicated-kan your life. Then, ah-ha sana ah-ha sini membebel pasal hidup ini sangat complicated. Grow up la! (oh-nooo adakah aku sedang mencaci diri sendiri?) Tension.

What-so-ever. Tonight I have another training with Sensei Rijal at Bandar Seri Putra and I will do better.

Andd tomorrow??

I am going to Sunway Pyramid!!!

Yeayy!

Contract jenis comel. Haha. Part II.

It begins. We made it. Akhirnya keresahan dan ketakutan sekiranya di-boikot berakhir sudahhh. Berdasarkan entri sebelum ni..contract yang dicipta dengan syarat yang menakutkan sesiapa sahaja sekiranya dilanggar..okay done. Semua pergi :)  Haha. Walaupun sebelumnya semua macam berdebar debar.. haihh bila nak pergi ni, sapa yang kita nak boikot nanti. Dan walaupun ada ura ura mengatakan bahawa eila rock tak jadi pergi sebab ada date. Cehhh. Neway. Again we made it. Last Thursday. Chillax!

Muka kaver cun setengah jam tengah tunggu pakcik taxi. Haha.

Nak order makanan tiba tiba nampak ada mat saleh hensem rambut blonde. He looks on camera laahh!

Blurpp. Tuhh diaa habis licin semua.

AND Last but not least

Aksi romantik kami bertiga. Kahkahkah.

Okay. Done.

Kbye.

KARA DEMO : Done : CheckMate II

Bila aku tengok balik semua gambar gambar yang kitorang ambil masa demo tempoh hari, perasaan nak gelak guling guling seakan mencengkam jiwa sanubari aku. Hoho. Rasa kelakar. Tak sangka kita serapat ini kan. Gonna miss this memories. Awesome!

Gabungan karatekas UIA Nilai dan PJ

Gaya formal karatekas UIA Nilai.

Aksi hebat dari beliau har3

Group kata Heian Godan. Fieqa, Shauqi and Me

Takde kerja. Muka tarmizi excited tak tahan. Haha.

Aku buat catwalk versi tak boleh blah. Jarang jumpa.

There you go. Aksi comel dari Sensei Yeong Kang :)

Pandang bulan tiba tiba teringatkan jason. Apedehal. Haha.

We are AWESOME!

Suka gambar ini (> _ <)

Ok. That's all. See you next time.

Kbye.

Your songs make me faint

Tiba tiba rasa sejuk. Rasa gemuruh. Rasa berdebar debar. Seolah olah ada seseorang letak kipas angin yang besar gedabak menghala ke arah aku. Merasakan kesejukan yang amat sangat. Sesejuk salji di Mines Wonderland. Tiba tiba rasa nak jadi romantik jugak. Hoho. Menyanyi bersamanya. :)

Oceans apart day after day    And I slowly go insane

I hear your voice on the line    But it doesn't stop the pain

If I see you next to never    How we can say forever

Wherever you go    Whatever you do

I will be right here waiting for you

Whatever it takes    Or how my heart breaks

I will be right here waiting for you

I took for granted; all the times

That I thought would last somehow

I hear the laughter, I taste the tears

But I can't get near to you now

Oh can't you see it baby    You've got me going crazy

Wherever you go    Whatever you do

I will be right here waiting for you

Whatever it takes    Oh how my heart breaks

I will be right here waiting for you

I wonder how we can survive

This romance

But in the end if I am with you

I'll take the chance

Oh can't you see it baby   You've got me going crazy

By Richard Marx . YK



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Haihhhh...sudah jatuh cinta ke?
Almost hahahahahaha

KARA DEMO : Done : CheckMate!

Helo. Pernah dengar tentang kesempatan yang rumit? Bila anda tersengih sengih then kawan sebelah anda tiba tiba lempang muka anda. Dan dia terus teriak...YessSSSSS! dan buat tanda 'bagus'. Itulahh kesempatan yang rumit apabila kawan anda berjaya lempang anda dalam keadaan yang dramatik. Dan anda adalah mangsa kepada kesempatan yang rumit itu....

Itu hanya analogi atau sinonim bagi situasi yang aku hadapi. So lupakan tentang kejadian lempang lempang tuu.

Okay. Sebenarnya nak cakap.

Aku dah selesai buat demostration karate!

Andd aku rasa puas sangat sangat macam menari time tu jugak. Mula mula before start tu memanglah rasa macam nak gugur je jantung sebab nebes sangat. Aku kena buat group kata Heian Godan dan Nipaipo secara solo. Memang kalo otromen tengok aksi aku tadi...maunya kena gelak guling guling. Haha. Tak payah otromen sangat laahhh. Penonton kat kiri kanan aku dah ber-wooo wooo dekat aku. Perli lahh tu. Takper. Saya tak kesah. Heh heh. Jiwa kena kental maaa. Tapi seriously, aku ingatkan tadi macam nak pengsan tapi aku rasa aku buat cool gilaa. Situasi yang tak terjangka. Aku berjaya melawan rasa ngeri, rasa seram macam tengok horror movie, rasa nak culik diri sendiri hantar terus pergi jepun sebab takut nak buat demo depan orang ramai. Actually, I almost did it....

Alkisahnya. Masa cuti raya aku dah plan nak kasi diri aku demam. Then aku takkan dapat buat demo sebab aku...yer aku admit aku tak practice langsung. Aku just tengok video kata andd ingat macam teori je. Jadi aku takut kena marah dengan sensei sebab tak practice...that's why kawan genius aku suruh aku pergi kat habuk then sedut sepuas mungkin which is aku rasa sangat efektif. Senang dapat bersin then lama lama dapat selesema then terus badan jadi tak sedap...kemudian DEMAM! Yeay! Tapi aku tak buat.

Aku kekalkan rasa sihat aku dan terus bersemangat nak buat demo. Aku tak tau apa yang mengubah pendirian tetap aku tanak buat demo. Maybe...sebab YK kot. Hehehehe. Tipuu jee. Kita kena ambil kesempatan babe. Walaupun ianya rumit. Aku buat sebab demo tu ialah kenangan ter-best yang boleh aku kenang as CFS student in Nilai. Which is aku rasa sangat berharga. :)

Ramai jugak yang datang tengok demostration tadi. Aku ada nampak orang yang aku kenal. Tapi aku tak nampak kawan kawan aku. Sebab aku larang diorang tengok. Aku cakap demo martial arts tu minggu depan laahh. Aku cakap demo tu buat dekat MPN laahh. Padahal kat futsal court jee. Aku siap warning lagi tak payah pergi tengok. Tapi...bila tengok sorang kawan pun takde tiba tiba hati rasa sayu. Cheh cheh. Hati kental dah goyah. Yelaaa. Memanglah aku tak kasi korang datang tengok sebab aku segan. Tapi sebenarnya jauh kat sudut hati aku nak korang datang tengok andd support aku. True story.

Tpi takper. Sebab tetap rasa best tadi. Tadi kitorang tangkap a lot of picture. A dozen picture. Maybe next entri aku akan letak gambar gambar awesome kitorang. Teehee.

Ohh yaa. Tadi YK bagi aku chocolate yang beliau dapat. Tak tau mana dia dapat. Dia takut jadi gemuk kot that's why dia kasi dekat aku. Elehh tak kesahh oppss tiba tiba rasa nak sengih malu malu :)

Jumaat petang ni nak pergi tengok movie, main bowling andd bla bla. If jadi laahhh. Teehee.

Kbye.

p/s Petang tadi after class pergi makan pizza. Kenyang gilaa. Thanks San.

no. err yes i am that girl.

Saya dah kembali ke Nilai . Sangat best . Raya pun best. Dapat duit raya. Huahua . Yang paling best bila dapat makan banyak banyak . Sampai perut jadi buncit . Eh shela dah buncit. Haa betullah tuu . Then mulalah tak larat nak berjalan . Haihhhh.

ni kucin jiran aku . makan friskis banyak sangat . the kucin is not me .

Erm . Actually kan aku tak suka segala bentuk barang kemas . Cincin, rantai, gelang and all that stuff . Aku cuma sukakan jam tangan merah aku tu jee . Tapi, once aku ternampak one of my cousin wear this beautiful bracelet... tiba tiba aku jadi uwaaahhh santeknya kau punya gelang manik tu! Then, dia bukak gelang kat tangan dia tu terus pakaikan ke tangan aku . Andd aku pun macam... Biaq BETIK?!

Hang bagi aku ka?

Bila dia angguk, apa lagi... Aku pun terus tersengih . Andd sampai la ni aku dok pakai gelang manik tu . Suka sangat :)

Minggu ni aku akan jadi busy . Asyik busy je . Yela final dah dekat kan . Ohh. Nanti dengar kata aku akan pergi ke Perbarisan Belia & Sukan . Wakil dojo . Macam best je nak masuk tv . Excited bebenor . Haha.

p/s  Semalam...seorang 'member' lelaki text aku . Mula mula terkejut jugak macam mana dia boleh dapat nombor aku . Sebab aku guna nombor baru andd tak semua member lama tau nombor aku . Guna magic apa . Aku pun macam cool je balas balik . Dia nak aku jadi scandal dia . Oh MAK AIHHHH .

p/s/s  Semalam punya semalam pulak, aku baru berkesempatan pergi tesco kat kawasan rumah aku tuu. Uhhh advanced betul bila dah ada tesco ni . Macam macam muka yang aku kenal, semua dok melepak kat situu . Hamboihh hamboihhhhhh .

p/s/s/s  Semalam punya semalam punya semalam... berapa banyak semalam daaa... Okay. Aku tiba tiba tersedar satu hal. Satu hal yang agak puitis menusuk kalbu dan menikam jantung bla bla bla...

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