Goju Kai Tournament 2011

This is havoc. I mean, it was. Well, I went for this tournament namely 3rd KK Super Mart Goju Kai Selangor Open Karate Championship 2011 ( nama habis gempak dah tuu), andd I had an incredible experienced. On the first day, we're doing Kata event, and I fought with this one girl, Fatimah. She's stick fighter. So, no wonder I lose to her. Cheh cheh alasan nak sedapkan hati je tuh. Haha next time, when I gained improvement and we meet again, I'll beat her. Wait and see, okay ( tetibe =.= ) Haha. Second day is Kumite event. Supposely, I'm not joining for this event. Yeaahh. Siapa yang nak? Kumite is hell. Full of pressure. I hate it. Unfortunately, ratapan sayu bersungguh-sungguh yang aku lakukan tak menjadi. End up aku terpaksa jugak masuk. First round, aku berlawan dengan Shafel, so takde risau sangat lah bcuz she's my buddy yaw. Then, masuk second round, aku terpaksa berlawan dengan Vanilla bukan nama sebenar (aku lupa nama dia) Okayy. dalam hati dah dupdap dupdap. Sebab, sebelum tu dia lawan dengan Azieefah, dia menang 6-2 rasanya. Jadi, rasa cuak aku berlipat kali ganda lah, supposely! Tapi, bila aku dah dalam gelanggang sparring tu, aku tak tahu apa yang aku rasa. Bila aku tengok minah tu, hek eleh, terlompat lompat macam arnab hengat aku takut ker? Aku just rasa geram sebab dia laju sangat. Arnab memang laju kaan? Sebab tu kura-kura kalah bila diorang lumba lari. Haha. Whatever. For sure aku dapat silver medal. Kalah dengan arnab vanilla tu. So, akulah kura-kura yang kalah tuu. Ciss.

Team from Sarawak was sooo sweet. Haha. I mean, adorable. There's one person, who is personally I think that she is prettier than her friend, also from team Sarawak BUT finally, I found out that he's a guy. Repeat : A GUY! F**k! Lelaki lagi santek dari perempuan? Oh my God! Did I mention the F word? Sorry guys and babe. Tapi, ohh ohh..rupa lelaki tu sangat 'gadis'. Setiap kali dia lalu depan aku, nak taknak aku terpaksa pandang dua kali. Sebab dia santek. Kihkih. Tapi aku lagi suka dekat kawan dia, Lorenzo bukan nama sebenar. Muka dia sangat lembut, I mean, macam muka gadis yang lembut, ayu, dan bersopan santun. Shomel. Tapi, bila tengok dia buat Kata, peeehh, kuat dan pantas macam lelaki sejati. So, dia bukan bapuk. Heloo? Mana ada lelaki martial arts yang bapuk. Haha. And ada seorang yang lagi hebat. Sup ayam bukan nama sebenar. Badan ketul-ketul tauu, solid giler. Cara dia Kumite menakutkan. Dia ada style. I don't know how to describe it properly. Dia sangat pantas and he seems like he really really had fun. Ada satu ketika, dia tiba-tiba berdehit (geli hati) padahal suasana tengah tegang. Semua orang tengah tengok. Dia macam taakk mengalami tekanan langsung. How he did?

"Gaya dia macam dia lawan sorang-sorang dan opponent dia cuma patung"

Seriously! Tabik spring untuk anda, Encik Sup! You're a man...yeah! Awesome! Harap dapat jumpa anda anda anda lagi on the next tournament. Hopefully.

After selesai semua, kitorang team uia lepaaakk duluuu hehe. We had our dinner at Chop n Steak. Dekat area Serdang. Me, Shafel, Azieefah, Alia, Luqman, Rais, Ameen, Sensei Rijal, Sensei Iman and Sensei Yeong Kang. Ooookay. Lumrah kehidupan, bilamana ada Sensei Iman, suasana akan bertukar menjadi gamat. Seriously...bising gila. Dengan Sensei Iman yang asyik buat aksi memerang afrika utara, Alia yang asyik kecek kelate tak henti-henti, Sensei Yeong Kang yang asyik layan cakap-cakap Sensei Iman, dan kitorang yang asyik gelak guling-guling... benda tu semua jadi macam bunga api. Kebaboooom!

Poyo kaan diorang ni? Poyo-poyo pun tetap ohsem!

Hahaha okay. That's how we ended our day. See you next time. Bai.

Tadi tengok cerita Seeking Justice dekat Alamanda.

Boleh laaahh.

Heavy cloud became a Rainbow?

I don't know what was exactly happened last night. For me, I suppose not to mentioned it. But... for one thing, it made me miserable. And for a moment, there's a slight thought about me and myself quitting from learning karate. Oh for God sake. I love karate and I do... before this. However, what happened last night made me realized that being as a karateka, one should be serious, serious, andd serious which I, unfortunately, clueless.

I knew what you did was kind of technique which is suitable for certain people.

Anyhow,

I just came back from Big Bad Wolf Aftermath Sales. Andd it was really really awesome! I almost forgot about what happened last night. Hahaha. I met Sensei Rijal, and he said '...dari sana sampai sana macam ular berderet orang beratur nak pergi bayar. Saya tunggu 3 jam tauu taaakk!...' Hahaha. Well, to be truth, I also waited for almost 3 hours. Seriously, penat gileeerr. Bertolak 2pm dan sampai hostel almost 10pm. Dengan ramai orangnya, dengan train ktm yang dah giler... Member sebelah dah cuak takut kena tahan dengan makgad. Hikhik.

But, all the miserable things varnished completely when... tadaaa! I bought 10 novels plus One Manhwa. Happy Happy (:

My mum baru balik dari Langkawi and she bought me lots of ferrero rocher and sepersalinan baju tidur? Erkk... Hahaha. Can't wait to take a look what kind of baju tidur that she bought for me. Ughh. Lusa ada tournament. Macam malas pulak nak pergi. Tak boleh tarik diri ke? Dah takde semangat.

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20.11.2011

It was the same date like a year ago. The beginning of 20.10.2010 episode. It was the sweetest moment that I ever had. The fun, the laugh. So yeahh, I still remembered it. It was the day that we got our result. Yet, we went out to the mall like it was a date. The way you talk to me, the way you smile, all in all, it was enchanting. But dear, there will never be the same like that ever again.

I am happy with my life now. I am happy with my friends. I am happy with things that I had. Andd I am happy being as myself again. Fullstop :)


Yeaaahhh. Just now, in the morning, I am having my training with Sensei Rijal and Tarmizi at Karateworks Dojo as well as kids there. I learn Sanchin and Tensho Kata. That's so hard learning Kata which is mostly using breathing techniques. Andd I get exhausted. Hell yeahh. Hahaha. Tournament is just around the corner, so I have to practice at least 10 times for each Kata; Bassaidai, Shiho Kosokun and Nipaipo, everyday. No more cheating! Hoho.


When we're having lunch together... Out of the blue, Sensei Rijal asked me,


Awak baca novel taak? Tak pergi Big Bad Wolf?


Wuuuff very Badd? Come again?! ( mulut penuh nasik )


Big Bad Wolf Aftermath laaahhh! ( suara tak puas hati ) They sell books RM5 and below. Murah murah. Tak pernah dengar ke?


Andd I was like...SERIOUSLY?! ( nasik tersembur keluar. ppfffttttt )


I definitely would love to go. I definitely can't miss that event. Hell yeaahh! Soooo...see you there! Who wants to go with me? Put your hands up like 2PM. Hahaha. Tiba tiba terikut Zana punya trademark =.=

Sayangku Casper :)

Cinta pertama adalah keramat di hati... Rindu pertama adalah penamat di jiwa... 'Is love supposed to last throughout all time... or is it like trains changing at random stops?'

Semalam aku pergi bersiar-siar ke Giant. Best woo jalan kaki ke sana. Dah lah hujan renyai-renyai then pakai selipar warna hitam berharga RM2.90 yang dah nak nazak tu. Yelah. Takkan nak pakai high heels koott? Kunun-kunun 'seronok' lah. Cheh cheh.

Dah sampai sana, sementara tunggu member aku pergi beli contact lens, aku meng-usha lah King's. Dengan semerbak bau kek dan roti yang bikin aku tak tahan... peehhh. Nasib baik duit tak cukup. Kalau tak, dah lama aku bedal beli macam-macam. Tapi akhirnya aku tewas bila tercium bau wangi wafel dekat Daily Fresh. Pehhh.. Terpaksalah aku beli. Nasib baik sedap. Hikhik (> _ <)

After beli-beli stok makanan untuk minggu ni, and after tengok-tengok ada duit lebih, terus aku seret member aku ke Kedai buku Popular. Aku mana boleh tahan if ada kedai buku tapi saja-saja tanak singgah. Memang cari maut laahh. Hoho. Intai punya intai, aku pun bedal beli satu novel bertajuk 'Sayangku Casper' karya Mazni Aznita. Aku tak pernah beli novel selain daripada pengarang favourite aku. Tapi after baca sinopsis cerita tu yang bikin aku tertarik... so aku pun tertariklah nak beli. Apa-apa jelah. Yang penting saat aku taip entri ni, aku dah selesai khatam novel tu. Comment? Ok. Not bad. Romantik jugaklaahh. Hikhik.

Petang tadi, after habis kelas, maksud aku after kelas yang sepatutnya ada tapi cancel (penat je aku pakai lawa-lawa nak bagi madam tengok haha) aku ajak paksa sorang member kelas aku teman pergi library. Entah mimpi apa entah tiba-tiba aku ter-cilok sebuah novel Inggeris bertajuk 'An Umbrian Love Story'. Sumpah itu first time aku pinjam buku dekat library Uia Nilai ni. Pinjam buku yang entah best entah taak. Kena rasuk ke apa aku ni? Rasukan Adelie de Casper? Haha. Gila!

Esok ada grammar quiz dan sekarang aku masih ada masa nak taip entri? Huk aloh. Esok boleh tiru. Takper. Ngahahaha. Eh eh eh jaaappp! Esok 17 November. Result keluar laaaaahhhhh!!! Suara ketawa riang terus bertukar jadi suara kodok. Wuuu wuuu T.T

Weekend ni kena balik rumah. Ada MUET. Then kena rushing balik Nilai sebab kena sedia untuk tournament next week. Goju-ryu Open Tournament. Peeehhhh. Gabra sehh! Dup dap dup dap.

Kbai.

Sunshine tu awak. Dan saya suka sunshine. 

Mungkin saya dah gila kot. Tapi awak tahu yang saya takkan pernah mengaku.

Sebab saya ego. Hikhik.

Say yes!

You're asking me

If it's okay with you.

I am hoping that you will bring me there. If you don't mind... sunshine?

I don't know if this is the answer for your question. But I am also hoping it is (:

Sekelumit Rasa Yang Langsung Tak Enak

The air wasn't crisp and the sun wasn't shining when... he came and made me confused. Bilamana aku mula berasa kesah terhadap seseorang... semua jenis perasaan turut datang. Apa ayat aku ni? So lame (> _ <)

Datang bersama bunga tapi buat muka tak hensem :(

Whatever.

Aku tak suka fall in love. Sebab aku tak suka perasaan tuu yang datang bersama pakej perasaan jealous yang melampau, ragu ragu, not secure, berasa terumbang ambing, tak mampu untuk percaya, yaaa. Shiznits! Dan aku juga tak suka apabila aku sentiasa berkepit dengan handphone, menjadi ceria atau kata mudah, tersengih memanjang, penuh satu buku yang diconteng dengan namanya dan mula menjadi pencinta yang setia, bertukar menjadi perempuan melayu terakhir... oh ke mana hilangnya suhaila yang rock cool tu?

Whatever.

Oleh sebab itulah, even aku ada perasaan walaupun sekelumit and tiba tiba orang tu pun ada perasaan sekelumit terhadap diriku yang tak berapa nak comel ayu ni and he wants for a relationship...aku akan terus cakap tanak saya tak suka awak. I do like him but I couldn't make him as my special and being part in a serious relationship. It's burdensome. Okay. It's not burdensome. But I am tired with insecure feeling. I don't know if he lying or not and I am afraid with it.

Whatever.

Your appears, I would say, it was like a magic. You're setting a trap and I almost fell into it.

Whatever.

I am not in love. However, I almost.

Whatever.

But when I got one of your text saying bla bla bla... suddenly I feel like I don't want to see you again. Ever.

Puri.

I really don't know what to do when I get confused. Usually I will run away. Should I?