Kehebatan Penghujung 2011

Dupdap dupdap. Saat 2012 hampir tiba dengan meninggalkan 2011 dalam beberapa detik je lagi. Dan, usia aku juga akan mencecah 20an. No more belasan tahun, childish acts... zaman remaja aku yang kuno dah berlalu. Tiba masa untuk revolusi zaman moden dewasa. Haha.

Anyway, pengakhiran 2011 yang awesome dalam sejarah hidup aku bermula dengan kemunculan 2 ekor babi hutan. Yang betul punya. Serius awesome!  Haha. Selama 19 tahun aku hidup di dunia ni aku tak pernah terserempak secara live dengan makhluk comel tu. Dan peristiwa bersejarah tu menyebabkan aku dan member aku terbeku sekejap. That 'baby hutan' sedang enak menguyah rumput (aku rasa la)... tiba tiba terasa eh eh  ni baby hutan spesis kambing ke makan rumput segala? Well, maybe baby hutan dekat Uia Gombak memang macam tu kot. Oh My God! Dekat Uia oookaaayy. Haha, after that kita orang terus blah sebab aku takut makhluk tu tiba tiba menggila kejar kita orang pulak. Seram den!

Seram seram pun walaupun waktu tu siang buta, aku tetap rasa semacam. Adakah ini petanda?

Malam tu aku ada training Karate. And the good news is, Sensei Samurai pun ada laaahh! First time aku belajar under dia. Dia ajar teknik Kumite. Smart gila. Rasa nak tunjuk terer depan dia... tapi aku memang tak cool dalam Kumite...akhirnya aku hanya berjaya memalukan diri sendiri. Aiyoooo (> _ <)  

Then, after habis training, kita orang semua pergi minum dekat luar Uia. Borak borak borak dan borak sampai 2 pagi. Sensei Iman belanja makan. Hehe gamsahamnida sensei.

Another good news is, yang lagi daboom daripada kemunculan 2 ekor baby hutan (ceh bukan good news pun makhluk yang tu), ada 3 good news. Ullalaaaa.

Pertama, Mac 2012 ni, insyaAllah aku akan terbang ke Indonesia bersama seangkatan member karate. Kedua, Sensei Datuk Hatta akan jadi coach untuk kategori Kumite menggantikan Sensei Alex. Aku taktau kenapa itu good news bagi aku. Tapi Hajar cakap Sensei Hatta handsome gilaaa. So, aku consider itu sebagai good news haha. Dan yang ketiga yang buat jantung aku berlubang sebab kena panah berdas-das ialah kemungkinan besar September 2012 ni, sports untuk karate nak buat trip maybe ke Iran (mulut dah ternganga tak percaya), Vietnam, ataupun JEPUN (waktu ni badan aku dah beku takleh nak respon apa dah sebab excited sangat) & of course lah nak pergi Jepun kaaann? Bestnya bestnya bestnya bestnya.

Aku rasa macam dream comes true. Aku taktau macam nak expresikan rasa gembira aku waktu ni. Aku takkan cakap macam selalu aku cakap "The awesomeness or whatsoever" tapi!

Alhamdulillah. Terima kasih, Ya Allah. Syukran.

Itu cerita tentang berita gembira penghujung 2011 dan aku ingat cerita tu tamat begitu sahaja. Tapi taakk! Aku bukan selalu online if aku stay dekat rumah. Okaay. Hari ni tiba-tiba nak online dan sedang aku syok-syok online, meng-skodeng orang sana-sini, tiba tiba member baik aku tag post kat Facebook.

First time aku baca, terus aku comment "Kau merepek ape joyah?" Tapi ramai gila yang comment after aku dengan ayat-ayat seperti "Waahh, bila sanding?", "Nak datang boleh?", "Tak sangka Aliah kawen dulu", "Tahniah"...and berlambak lambak lagi. Kening aku dah naik sebelah macam Ziana Zain. What the heck?  Terus aku bukak ym, chat dengan dia. Nak marah dia sebab main-main buat post macam tu. Dan alangkah terperanjatnya aku bahawa beliau bukan main-main. Gedebuk! Dalam banyak-banyak orang yang aku expect akan berkahwin, dia adalah orang terakhir dalam fikiran aku. Oh Aliah, kenapalah begitu dasyat berita yang kau kirimkan ni. Aliah yang comel, kelakar, suka buat bising, happy go lucky, tak matang, suka jerit macam budak kecik dah nak jadi bini orang? OMG!

Suhailah... Kau rasa cepat sangat ke?

Dia baik laa walaupun tak hensem.

Dia caring sangat.

Bila aku sedih mesti dia nak jumpa aku kat pj.

Tu la sebab aku rajin balik pj :)

Aku taktau nak respon apa Aliah. Sebagai kawan baik kau, sebagai seorang sahabat yang mengenali kau sejak Tingkatan 1, aku doakan yang terbaik untuk kau. Berusahalah untuk menjadi isteri yang solehah untuk bakal suami kau, isteri yang taat dan setia. ALL THE BEST. Andd sorry sebab maybe aku tak dapat datang majlis kau nanti. Waktu tu hari pendaftaran aku masuk untuk intake degree. 1/2/2012 mungkin aku tengah orientasi. Mungkin boleh jumpa before wedding kau tu. Tak sabar nak jumpa kau. Oh, aku still rasa macam tak percaya.

Mungkin inilah yang dinamakan kehebatan penghujung 2011. Ohh tidaaakkk.

Kadang-kadang rasa stress bila sana-sini orang berebut nak kahwin.

Adakah ini yang dinamakan revolusi zaman moden dewasa?

Entah apa lah yang akan jadi tahun tahun yang mendatang.

Tetiba rasa seram.

Brah. Not Awesome.

Aku tak sepatutnya bukak. Tak sepatutnya. Aku tak sepatutnya pandang ke belakang. Tak sepatutnya. Dan aku tak sepatutnya menoreh kembali luka yang lama. 'Benda' tu tetap sakit walau sebanyak mana pun aku beritahu satu dunia bahawa 'benda' tu bukanlah sesuatu yang boleh buat aku tersentap. Dan walau sebanyak mana masa yang telah berlalu, atau masa yang takkan berulang, nafas aku tetap menjadi semput tatkala aku terlihatkan kelibat dia, dia yang suatu saat lalu adalah dia yang sangat bererti buat diri aku. Badan aku jadi kejang, dada aku jadi sempit, seluruh jasad aku menjadi beku. Sesaat itu pantas berlalu apabila 'dia' yang aku lihat bukanlah 'dia' yang aku maksudkan. What is on earth do I have to feel like this? He's not worth it. It is such an awkward moment when you're mistaken on people to someone else. It feels pathetic. And it feels not awesome.

I am a king & where is my queen?

It's nearly end of December. Bye bye 2011 and helo 2012. As for me? I'm 20, oh that's horrible part. When I was younger, I always wondered how I'll become in the future. It must be awesome! Haha. Dalam mimpi lah. I thought I'll become as...you know...a beautiful girl, famous, attractive, playing tennis, surrounded by gorgeous friends and I also became one of them, has a lot of beautiful clothes, and also a prince beside me. But in reality, I am far from beautiful thingy, people barely know me, I am not play tennis like Maria Sharapova but I am karateka which is, for me to become as 'sopan santun' also faaaarrrr, my friends are not gorgeous but they are awesome, and I am single. Seriously, that's how things go beyond your expectations. All in all, I am still happy. 

I'm 20 in forty days from now. Things are going so fast. I am still not achieved anything that making myself proud but I am looking for it. Anyhow, there's someone told me... ' You're 20 and 20 is too young indeed. It is the beginning of life. It is the time for you to go out there and appreciate the world. Now or never'. So, there's nothing for me to lose. I will fight! Definitely!

Back then, my super awesome life isn't awesome actually. I borned in Perlis then moved to Perak and at age 12, again, moved to Selangor and stay there till now. I am ordinary student. I am not clever but I am not stupid. My friends are my classmates. I am not friendly towards people who are barely I met. Gotcha! I do not have many friends. There's a friend who told me that when he first meeting me, he said that I am a bit 'proud'...I don't know what word would be suitable...nampak macam sombong, not friendly at all. Am I? Maybe. *sigh*

Anyway, at school, I have lots lots crushes. Crushes? Haha. But, it is only crush. I am not a kind of girl who go and confess to the guy whom I like. Helo? Tak mungkinlah. When I'm in Form5, that's my first chapter in love. I agreed to become his girlfriend because he's one of my crush when I was in Standard 6. Actually, it is because he loves me and that's making me love him back. Then, time by time, all my love life became like that. I love him because he loves me first. When he stopped loving me, I also stop. That is not a true love.

So, here I am. Waiting for 'him' to come. The real one. I know he is out there looking for me too. I decided to wait here patiently. I am not searching. I am waiting. I don't know how long it will takes. But, I am pretty sure it'll be worthy. It'll be sweet. We might meeting someone else along our journey looking for soulmates, we might end up with someone else, we might get hurt because of someone else, we might found someone else and thinks he/she is the one, we might feel tired...but remember, don't regret about what already happened, kenapa kita lambat bertemu, and things like that. There's a story behind everything that Allah created for us. There are reasons why things go like that, why you met the wrong ones, get hurt, maybe several times. Because in that way, you'll learn how to appreciate when you meet the one...I mean, when you meet me hehe...one fine day :)

I don't know what's your name, who's your parents, how's your family, are you in the same age with me or not, well I hope that you're older than me but not to old haha, I don't know what's your favourites color but I want you to know that brown color is the best, I am karateka and I hope that you'll supporting me, I don't know how to cook but I'll try my best to cook something special on our first meeting, I am not beautiful and I am clumsy sometimes and how about you, I want to know every single thing about you, about your life, your studies or if you're already on work, your favourites movie ever, your favourites book, do you play sports, do you love cat, do you love painting, do you love travel, are you right-handed or left-handed...etc etc. Anyway, please do find me 10 years from now on. I can't wait too long. Or do you want me to find you?  (> _ <)

Andd the most important part is that, I want you to know that I really really miss you. Do you know Bruno Mars? He's my brother. Next time I'll introduced you to him. After we met. Haha. His songs 'Talking to the moon', specially dedicated only for you.

I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away
I want you back I want you back
My neighbors think I'm crazy
But they don't understand
You're all I have You're all I have


At night when the stars light up my room
I sit by myself
Talking to the moon
Trying to get to you
In hopes you're on the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool who sits alone
Talking to the moon


I am feeling like I'm famous
The talk of the town
They say I've gone mad
Yeah I've gone mad
But they don't know what I know


Cause when the sun goes down
Someone's talking back
Yeah they're talking back


Ahh Ahh,
Ahh Ahh,


Do you ever hear me calling?
Cause every night
I'm talking to the moon
Still trying to get to you
In hopes you're on the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool who sits alone
Talking to the moon


I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away...

P/S Currently waiting for my 'Dancing Queen'

Take care!

Pet Shop Hop Tragedy

Aku dah lama tak rasa tension macam ni. Rasanya dah lebih setahun aku hidup happy tanpa sebarang tekanan. Tapi hari ini, yaaa, hari ini tekanan tu datang balik. Rasa kepala macam nak meletup sebab tak tahan sangat. Hari ni hari isnin. Bak kata omputih: Monday Blues. Err..entah aku main taram je. Anyway, pagi tadi dengan penuh excited tahap kanak kanak dapat lolipop sebijik, aku pergi joging pagi pagi buta tu. Yaaa, aku joging dekat Dataran Nilai. Apa? Kau orang ingat aku gebang? Percaya jelah. Aku memang rajin. Aku dah berazam tanak malas dah. Hari hari aku nak exercise bagi cergas sikit badan. Aku nak jadi tough. Baru cool. Yaaa, itulah azam baru aku. Cheh. Dah nak akhir tahun baru berkobar-kobar nak ada azam. But, better late than never, iyo dok? Cheh, bajet speaking. Haha. After joging, aku pun dengan malu-malu kucing prektis buat Kata depan budak-budak yang main buaian tu. Yelah aku tau lah bebudak tu tak tengok aku pun. Tapi perasaan seperti diperhati tu buat aku jadi segan. Cheh, blahlah. Syuuhhh syuuuhhh. Okay berbalik kepada topik asal. Dah penat joging, pekena roti canai, balik ke bilik, tiba tiba dapat text dari Sensei Rijal suruh buat zenkutsu dachi bla bla bla... 100 kali setiap set. What?! Semput nafas kejap. Tapi bila teringat ada orang tuu kata aku takde power terus semangat tentera jepun kamikaze merasuk diri. Dan dan tu jugak aku terus buat benda alah. Hiyaakk hiyaaakkkkkk!!

Then aku tertidur... lama jugaklah sampai termimpikan pokemon. Cheh, ape ke hal? Tiba tiba tersedar bila dengar ada mesej masuk. Oh Harlina text kata dah sampai. Terus aku bersiap turun bawah jumpa dia. Kitorang exchange barang hantaran dan dia ada belikan aku Big Apple yang banyak. Ada 12 bijik. Ternganga sekejap. Haha. Terima kasih Cik Lina. Habis semua member aku bedal. Aku makan sikit je sebab aku tak berapa pandai nak makan. Aku suka donut yang mak aku buat je, yang goreng dalam kuali tu haha.

Eh, jap! Tadi aku nak cerita pasal apa eh? Ohhhh pasal tekanan tu. Uh-huh hampir lupa pulak. Tadi aku online. Cheh, line internet tak boleh pakai. Sekejap ada sekejap takde. Rasa tension yang amat. Rasa nak gigit je member sebelah ni. Haa tengoklah tu, internet buat hal, member pulak yang terluka. Umpama lembu kena kejar, sapi pulak yang semput tak cukup nafas. Selepas itulah terjadinya episod sejarah kembali berulang. Disebabkan internet down, tak boleh connect memanjang, aku pun pergilah main games yang dah tersedia ada dalam laptop aku ni. Cuma aku je tak berkesempatan nak melawat games games tu semua. Dengan malasnya aku pun cubalah main semua games yang ada (tak sangka banyak jugak games yang aku ada sampai tak terjangkau dek akal haha) Sampailah aku kat satu games ni: Pet Shop Hop. Memula main pejam mata je. Peeehh terer gila aku. Lama-lama level makin tinggi of course lah makin susah. Lama lama aku sampai tak terkejar. Tak dapat score. Laju sangat games tu. Arggghh tension. Banyak kali kena repeat. Sampai berpeluh-peluh aku main. Serius punya pasal. Ciss...berani game Pet Shop Hop tu buat aku tension. Kalau tadi line internet down aku macam nak gigit gigit member sebelah, kali ni aku rasa macam nak hempuk-hempuk je member aku tu...rasa nak patah-patahkan laptop acer ni...rasa nak tembak guna shotgun je...rasa nak kick guna mawashi geri je... Haa kan dah terkeluar teknik karate. Haaaihhh...sabo jelah yob! Takper takper. Aku akan berusaha kuat untuk tackle game Pet Shop Hop tuu.

Adoihhh! Kalaulah aku semangat macam gini waktu training Karate kan bagus. Hikhik. Tadi member aku Aimi pinjam kad Popular aku katanya nak beli novel Inggeris, kalau guna kad boleh dapat diskaun. Aku pun dengan rela hati bagi dia pinjam walaupun jauh dari sudut hatiku yang paling dalam antara yang terdalam, aku terasa iri hati. Chewaaah. Sebenarnya iri hati sebab tak dapat nak ikut sekali. Bajet takdeeee. Waaaaa... Tension lagi...

Wawa told me that I was too harsh about 'that matter'.

I am sorry :(

...for not being sensitive.

Tiring day yet Awesome!

It was like a normal Sunday. I woke up early... unusual ones. Then, I prepared myself with mata sembap, told Azieefah to meet at Pakcik: dia baru bangun; bad girl haha! Afterwards, I went to Pakcik and had a breakfast to face the day. About 8:30 am, Sensei Rijal came and with Sensei Yeong Kang and Rais, we went straight to Kompleks Sukan Selangor because we were having for selection that eventually making me nervous. At that place, I was separated from Azieefah and Rais because they were for Kumite event. I had a small training with Sensei Shamsiah: oh she's so cute! And she was as expected really really strong and that was a very rare oppurtunities to gain knowledge when being under her. After that, for Kata event, we had to choose 2 Kata to perform in front of the couch for them making selection. So I chose Bassaidai and Shiho Koshokun. The couch there told me that I have no power. Cheh. Anyway, I am doing very well, yeaahh I thought so because Sensei Iman told me that my performance was better than yesterday hehe.

Jeng jeng jeng. When we're doing fitness training, there comes Sensei Rijal's first test when suddenly I don't know how exactly that happened. Rais, my fellow karateka also Sensei Rijal's student got injured. Ibu jari kaki dia terbelah dan nampak tulang terkeluar! Seriously, I was panicked like I am the one who's got injured. As I looked at his leg, I was like...uh man. It's scary! Waaaaa.

Anyhow, his face already gotten pale and all the Senseis had a quick discussion about where to send him off. So, we decided to go to Hospital Universiti Malaya. I went there with Sensei Rijal by his car and along that way he was never stop talking. It was like a panicked situation yet I wanna laugh. Sensei Rijal don't know what to do about telling this situation to Rais's family and I know why. Rais's family are rich and he is the last and the only son in his family. Yeaaahh dia anak manja, of course. I bet he will be banned from Karate forever. Jari patah or something involving tulang patah, he definitely needed to stay for recovery about at least 6 months.

Unfortunately, at the hospital, for God's sake, jari kaki beliau tak patah dan hanya perlu dijahit. And he would need to stay without any hard physical activities using legs about 2 weeks. The good news is he has been selected for SUKSES, and I saw it, muka dia excited bila gembira dan tersengih sengih. Bangga. It was like... elehh setakat injured jari kaki ape ade hal? Haha. 

By the way, congratulation Rais! And as for me? Well, there is no final decision yet. So, it is still hanging. Nevermind, I will strive for it because that's all I wanted.

We all were making this situation as funny things. Glad that Rais didn't go with his emo as usual and he's positive. Before Azieefah and I going back to Nilai, Sensei Rijal brought all of us to Mines and we watched Puss In Boots and it was really really havoc. Gelak tak henti henti. Such a great movie! (:

sedih tak dapat pergi Comic Fiesta kat KLCC next week.

Anna tak jadi pergi :(

No title I guess

Sabtu, 3 Dec 2011.

Actually aku ada training karate di Gombak persediaan untuk Kejohanan Sukan Selangor Januari ni. Tapi disebabkan sudah berjanji nak keluar dengan pokemon, terpaksalah aku untuk tak pergi training tu. Then petang tu aku bertolak balik ke rumah. Mak dah tanya tanya bila anak bertuah dia ni nak balik. Haihhh. Bila balik ke rumah sekali sekala, bosan takde buat apa-apa selain menambah berat badan dengan gembiranya, makan tidur tengok tv, baring atas katil tengok siling, tengok cicak bergaduh, tengok kucing berkejaran, bunyi aiskrim nenong nenong... macam takde life...

Bwahahahaha. Rumah tempat terbaik untuk bersenang senang. Hari hari boleh layan novel berjam jam. Hari hari boleh tengok muka mak. Hari hari boleh makan best. Hari hari boleh berjoget. Well, aku memang tau berjoget. Simple sangat. Just hentak hentak kaki je then ullaaalaaaa. Confirm jiran sebelah kagum. Tapi kalau asyik berjoget je memang boring jugaklah. Nak happy happy pun tak boleh sangat. Satgi mulalah mak suruh kemas tu kemas ni. Asyik nak berjoget jer! Bila nak kemas tiba-tiba jadi tak larat. Heh, penyakit malas dah datang balik. Bukak laci selongkar kotak-kotak kecil tiba-tiba jumpa duit dalam tu. Gosh, banyak gila! Muka excited teruja. Habis satu bilik dipunggah. Peh, ada lah dalam RM200++ aku jumpa. Duit zaman bila lah tu aku dok simpan. Sorok duit sampai tak hengat simpan kat mana. Tapi best jugak. Akhir bulan ni boleh shopping. Yiehaaa!

Nak tidur tak boleh tidur. Jam dah pukul 3 pagi. Nak training karate.. po ko dio memalam buta nak kiai kuat kuat? Tiba tiba ternampak di atas timbunan lambakan komik, novel Sammy Keyes & The Curse of Moustache Mary ( novel yang dah berkurun lamanya abang aku belikan ) Okay, bolehlah rembat bawak balik Nilai. Sebut pasal Nilai, tiba tiba hati jadi syahdu. Cheh cheh. Aku bukan ada kena pergi kelas pun kalau balik Nilai. Kecuali kelas untuk Karate lah. Okay. Sebut pasal Karate, tiba-tiba hati gersang jadi bercahaya. Haha. Rindu nak jumpa Hideo-sama. Rindu nak dengar dia berceloteh tak henti-henti dalam kereta, rindu nak dengar dia suruh buat itu ini padahal aku tak buat pun, adalah sikit sikit, rindu nak berpeluh dalam kelas karate, jumping jumping (eh kita ada buat jumping ke?) Haha.Yang pasti, if terlepas satu training, perasaan tak best tu jadi meluap. Ishh..tak best lah kalau skip training. Walaupun tengah dalam training tiba tiba ada perasaan menyesal sebab datang training. Penat kot. (> _ <)

Tadi baru habis training dengan budak budak kecik comel lote dekat Dojo Seri Putra. Penat ah berlari lari dengan diorang. Ada sorang tu namanya Carl if aku tak silap lah. Montel giler. Comel giler. Everytime dia lalu sebelah, aku terpaksa kawal diri aku sebaik mungkin supaya tak tercubit pipi dia yang gebu tu. Dahlah pendek ketot chubby putih....eeeiii geram rasa nak cubit cubit jeee. Errmmm, aku ada bagi Hideo-sama pinjam novel bertajuk Hatiku di Harajuku. Once aku cakap pasal novel tu yang berkisar tentang anak muda melayu yang berhijrah ke Jepun dan jatuh cinta kepada anak ketua yakuza dan bagaimana percintaan itu bertukar menjadi percintaan berdarah bersaksikan Tou Aii, pedang samurai... terus Encik Hideo-sama nak pinjam. Haha. The best part cuma, translator bahasa jepun dalam novel tu sebenarnya abang kepada Sensei Iman. First time aku tahu tentang hal tu, rasa kagum jugak lah. Macam fuwaaahhhhh. Mata bersinar-sinar teruja.

----> Y U SO LUCKY

Title bagi satu entri yang super best. Aku terjumpa belog ni kebetulan je. Dan entri dia pun agak panjang dan personal. Aku ingat just nak baca gitu gitu je end up sampai habis sampai setiap patah perkataan aku baca. Bahasa yang dia guna sangat cool dan entri dia pun sangat cool. Look, aku pun tak pernah terfikir masuk contest then you ada peluang to go to New York City. Like Ted said, it's NEW YORK!! Can't wait to follow her new updates. Tee hee.

p/s joget tu bukan dalam erti kata joget. if you know what i meant

Goju Kai Tournament 2011

This is havoc. I mean, it was. Well, I went for this tournament namely 3rd KK Super Mart Goju Kai Selangor Open Karate Championship 2011 ( nama habis gempak dah tuu), andd I had an incredible experienced. On the first day, we're doing Kata event, and I fought with this one girl, Fatimah. She's stick fighter. So, no wonder I lose to her. Cheh cheh alasan nak sedapkan hati je tuh. Haha next time, when I gained improvement and we meet again, I'll beat her. Wait and see, okay ( tetibe =.= ) Haha. Second day is Kumite event. Supposely, I'm not joining for this event. Yeaahh. Siapa yang nak? Kumite is hell. Full of pressure. I hate it. Unfortunately, ratapan sayu bersungguh-sungguh yang aku lakukan tak menjadi. End up aku terpaksa jugak masuk. First round, aku berlawan dengan Shafel, so takde risau sangat lah bcuz she's my buddy yaw. Then, masuk second round, aku terpaksa berlawan dengan Vanilla bukan nama sebenar (aku lupa nama dia) Okayy. dalam hati dah dupdap dupdap. Sebab, sebelum tu dia lawan dengan Azieefah, dia menang 6-2 rasanya. Jadi, rasa cuak aku berlipat kali ganda lah, supposely! Tapi, bila aku dah dalam gelanggang sparring tu, aku tak tahu apa yang aku rasa. Bila aku tengok minah tu, hek eleh, terlompat lompat macam arnab hengat aku takut ker? Aku just rasa geram sebab dia laju sangat. Arnab memang laju kaan? Sebab tu kura-kura kalah bila diorang lumba lari. Haha. Whatever. For sure aku dapat silver medal. Kalah dengan arnab vanilla tu. So, akulah kura-kura yang kalah tuu. Ciss.

Team from Sarawak was sooo sweet. Haha. I mean, adorable. There's one person, who is personally I think that she is prettier than her friend, also from team Sarawak BUT finally, I found out that he's a guy. Repeat : A GUY! F**k! Lelaki lagi santek dari perempuan? Oh my God! Did I mention the F word? Sorry guys and babe. Tapi, ohh ohh..rupa lelaki tu sangat 'gadis'. Setiap kali dia lalu depan aku, nak taknak aku terpaksa pandang dua kali. Sebab dia santek. Kihkih. Tapi aku lagi suka dekat kawan dia, Lorenzo bukan nama sebenar. Muka dia sangat lembut, I mean, macam muka gadis yang lembut, ayu, dan bersopan santun. Shomel. Tapi, bila tengok dia buat Kata, peeehh, kuat dan pantas macam lelaki sejati. So, dia bukan bapuk. Heloo? Mana ada lelaki martial arts yang bapuk. Haha. And ada seorang yang lagi hebat. Sup ayam bukan nama sebenar. Badan ketul-ketul tauu, solid giler. Cara dia Kumite menakutkan. Dia ada style. I don't know how to describe it properly. Dia sangat pantas and he seems like he really really had fun. Ada satu ketika, dia tiba-tiba berdehit (geli hati) padahal suasana tengah tegang. Semua orang tengah tengok. Dia macam taakk mengalami tekanan langsung. How he did?

"Gaya dia macam dia lawan sorang-sorang dan opponent dia cuma patung"

Seriously! Tabik spring untuk anda, Encik Sup! You're a man...yeah! Awesome! Harap dapat jumpa anda anda anda lagi on the next tournament. Hopefully.

After selesai semua, kitorang team uia lepaaakk duluuu hehe. We had our dinner at Chop n Steak. Dekat area Serdang. Me, Shafel, Azieefah, Alia, Luqman, Rais, Ameen, Sensei Rijal, Sensei Iman and Sensei Yeong Kang. Ooookay. Lumrah kehidupan, bilamana ada Sensei Iman, suasana akan bertukar menjadi gamat. Seriously...bising gila. Dengan Sensei Iman yang asyik buat aksi memerang afrika utara, Alia yang asyik kecek kelate tak henti-henti, Sensei Yeong Kang yang asyik layan cakap-cakap Sensei Iman, dan kitorang yang asyik gelak guling-guling... benda tu semua jadi macam bunga api. Kebaboooom!

Poyo kaan diorang ni? Poyo-poyo pun tetap ohsem!

Hahaha okay. That's how we ended our day. See you next time. Bai.

Tadi tengok cerita Seeking Justice dekat Alamanda.

Boleh laaahh.

Heavy cloud became a Rainbow?

I don't know what was exactly happened last night. For me, I suppose not to mentioned it. But... for one thing, it made me miserable. And for a moment, there's a slight thought about me and myself quitting from learning karate. Oh for God sake. I love karate and I do... before this. However, what happened last night made me realized that being as a karateka, one should be serious, serious, andd serious which I, unfortunately, clueless.

I knew what you did was kind of technique which is suitable for certain people.

Anyhow,

I just came back from Big Bad Wolf Aftermath Sales. Andd it was really really awesome! I almost forgot about what happened last night. Hahaha. I met Sensei Rijal, and he said '...dari sana sampai sana macam ular berderet orang beratur nak pergi bayar. Saya tunggu 3 jam tauu taaakk!...' Hahaha. Well, to be truth, I also waited for almost 3 hours. Seriously, penat gileeerr. Bertolak 2pm dan sampai hostel almost 10pm. Dengan ramai orangnya, dengan train ktm yang dah giler... Member sebelah dah cuak takut kena tahan dengan makgad. Hikhik.

But, all the miserable things varnished completely when... tadaaa! I bought 10 novels plus One Manhwa. Happy Happy (:

My mum baru balik dari Langkawi and she bought me lots of ferrero rocher and sepersalinan baju tidur? Erkk... Hahaha. Can't wait to take a look what kind of baju tidur that she bought for me. Ughh. Lusa ada tournament. Macam malas pulak nak pergi. Tak boleh tarik diri ke? Dah takde semangat.

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20.11.2011

It was the same date like a year ago. The beginning of 20.10.2010 episode. It was the sweetest moment that I ever had. The fun, the laugh. So yeahh, I still remembered it. It was the day that we got our result. Yet, we went out to the mall like it was a date. The way you talk to me, the way you smile, all in all, it was enchanting. But dear, there will never be the same like that ever again.

I am happy with my life now. I am happy with my friends. I am happy with things that I had. Andd I am happy being as myself again. Fullstop :)


Yeaaahhh. Just now, in the morning, I am having my training with Sensei Rijal and Tarmizi at Karateworks Dojo as well as kids there. I learn Sanchin and Tensho Kata. That's so hard learning Kata which is mostly using breathing techniques. Andd I get exhausted. Hell yeahh. Hahaha. Tournament is just around the corner, so I have to practice at least 10 times for each Kata; Bassaidai, Shiho Kosokun and Nipaipo, everyday. No more cheating! Hoho.


When we're having lunch together... Out of the blue, Sensei Rijal asked me,


Awak baca novel taak? Tak pergi Big Bad Wolf?


Wuuuff very Badd? Come again?! ( mulut penuh nasik )


Big Bad Wolf Aftermath laaahhh! ( suara tak puas hati ) They sell books RM5 and below. Murah murah. Tak pernah dengar ke?


Andd I was like...SERIOUSLY?! ( nasik tersembur keluar. ppfffttttt )


I definitely would love to go. I definitely can't miss that event. Hell yeaahh! Soooo...see you there! Who wants to go with me? Put your hands up like 2PM. Hahaha. Tiba tiba terikut Zana punya trademark =.=

Sayangku Casper :)

Cinta pertama adalah keramat di hati... Rindu pertama adalah penamat di jiwa... 'Is love supposed to last throughout all time... or is it like trains changing at random stops?'

Semalam aku pergi bersiar-siar ke Giant. Best woo jalan kaki ke sana. Dah lah hujan renyai-renyai then pakai selipar warna hitam berharga RM2.90 yang dah nak nazak tu. Yelah. Takkan nak pakai high heels koott? Kunun-kunun 'seronok' lah. Cheh cheh.

Dah sampai sana, sementara tunggu member aku pergi beli contact lens, aku meng-usha lah King's. Dengan semerbak bau kek dan roti yang bikin aku tak tahan... peehhh. Nasib baik duit tak cukup. Kalau tak, dah lama aku bedal beli macam-macam. Tapi akhirnya aku tewas bila tercium bau wangi wafel dekat Daily Fresh. Pehhh.. Terpaksalah aku beli. Nasib baik sedap. Hikhik (> _ <)

After beli-beli stok makanan untuk minggu ni, and after tengok-tengok ada duit lebih, terus aku seret member aku ke Kedai buku Popular. Aku mana boleh tahan if ada kedai buku tapi saja-saja tanak singgah. Memang cari maut laahh. Hoho. Intai punya intai, aku pun bedal beli satu novel bertajuk 'Sayangku Casper' karya Mazni Aznita. Aku tak pernah beli novel selain daripada pengarang favourite aku. Tapi after baca sinopsis cerita tu yang bikin aku tertarik... so aku pun tertariklah nak beli. Apa-apa jelah. Yang penting saat aku taip entri ni, aku dah selesai khatam novel tu. Comment? Ok. Not bad. Romantik jugaklaahh. Hikhik.

Petang tadi, after habis kelas, maksud aku after kelas yang sepatutnya ada tapi cancel (penat je aku pakai lawa-lawa nak bagi madam tengok haha) aku ajak paksa sorang member kelas aku teman pergi library. Entah mimpi apa entah tiba-tiba aku ter-cilok sebuah novel Inggeris bertajuk 'An Umbrian Love Story'. Sumpah itu first time aku pinjam buku dekat library Uia Nilai ni. Pinjam buku yang entah best entah taak. Kena rasuk ke apa aku ni? Rasukan Adelie de Casper? Haha. Gila!

Esok ada grammar quiz dan sekarang aku masih ada masa nak taip entri? Huk aloh. Esok boleh tiru. Takper. Ngahahaha. Eh eh eh jaaappp! Esok 17 November. Result keluar laaaaahhhhh!!! Suara ketawa riang terus bertukar jadi suara kodok. Wuuu wuuu T.T

Weekend ni kena balik rumah. Ada MUET. Then kena rushing balik Nilai sebab kena sedia untuk tournament next week. Goju-ryu Open Tournament. Peeehhhh. Gabra sehh! Dup dap dup dap.

Kbai.

Sunshine tu awak. Dan saya suka sunshine. 

Mungkin saya dah gila kot. Tapi awak tahu yang saya takkan pernah mengaku.

Sebab saya ego. Hikhik.

Say yes!

You're asking me

If it's okay with you.

I am hoping that you will bring me there. If you don't mind... sunshine?

I don't know if this is the answer for your question. But I am also hoping it is (:

Sekelumit Rasa Yang Langsung Tak Enak

The air wasn't crisp and the sun wasn't shining when... he came and made me confused. Bilamana aku mula berasa kesah terhadap seseorang... semua jenis perasaan turut datang. Apa ayat aku ni? So lame (> _ <)

Datang bersama bunga tapi buat muka tak hensem :(

Whatever.

Aku tak suka fall in love. Sebab aku tak suka perasaan tuu yang datang bersama pakej perasaan jealous yang melampau, ragu ragu, not secure, berasa terumbang ambing, tak mampu untuk percaya, yaaa. Shiznits! Dan aku juga tak suka apabila aku sentiasa berkepit dengan handphone, menjadi ceria atau kata mudah, tersengih memanjang, penuh satu buku yang diconteng dengan namanya dan mula menjadi pencinta yang setia, bertukar menjadi perempuan melayu terakhir... oh ke mana hilangnya suhaila yang rock cool tu?

Whatever.

Oleh sebab itulah, even aku ada perasaan walaupun sekelumit and tiba tiba orang tu pun ada perasaan sekelumit terhadap diriku yang tak berapa nak comel ayu ni and he wants for a relationship...aku akan terus cakap tanak saya tak suka awak. I do like him but I couldn't make him as my special and being part in a serious relationship. It's burdensome. Okay. It's not burdensome. But I am tired with insecure feeling. I don't know if he lying or not and I am afraid with it.

Whatever.

Your appears, I would say, it was like a magic. You're setting a trap and I almost fell into it.

Whatever.

I am not in love. However, I almost.

Whatever.

But when I got one of your text saying bla bla bla... suddenly I feel like I don't want to see you again. Ever.

Puri.

I really don't know what to do when I get confused. Usually I will run away. Should I?

Have Been Tagged

Just going back from Gombak, from 2 tournaments which is Shitoryu Interdojo and IIUM Karate Open Tournament. The first day was like hell but still I've got two medal; silver for team Kata and bronze for Kumite below 50kg. Andd the next day, I've got one bronze medal for female individual Kata. Then go for online like usual... eh eh eh, I have been tagged from cik Shikin. Well, it is for fun, so I am going to play with it.


Rules
1. You must post these rules.
2. Each person must post 11 things about themselves in their journal.
3. Answer the questions the tagger set for you in their post. And create eleven new questions for the people you tagged to answer.
4. You have to choose 11 people to tag and link them on the post.
5. Go to their page and tell them you have tagged HIM/HER.
6. No tag back!
7. No stuff in the tagging section about 'YOU ARE TAGGED IF YOU ARE READING THIS' YOU LEGITIMATELY (a.k.a REALLY, TRUST, WILL ALL HONESTLY) have tagged 11 people.

11 things about me. 

If it was a fairytale, I should say this is me! Gorgeous as this!

But in reality

My full name is Nur Suhailah binti Shafian. But they called me Sue. Somehow my old friends or my relatives called me Sela or Lala.

I had 5 brothers. They are getting older but they didn't married yet. I don't know what things they're searching for. Bidadari perhaps?

I never be a tomboy whatsoever andd for sure I am a truly woman.

I am clumsy. I love being like a kid. Make fun of it.

I hate when I am about to cry. For me, it shows myself being weakened. Especially if I am crying over a man. It feels pathetic.

My favourite car is and always Mini Cooper S.

I enjoyed to be as a karateka.

All those 'segala-spesis-ulat' are totally rejected. I've traumatic with it.

I hate dogs. Whenever I go and I saw dogs, my heart was like pumping out of my chest. I am afraid they're chasing after me andd if I does, they do chase me. Shiznits!

If I've been asked to choose what movie to watch, I tend to choose horror movie eventhough at the end I was the one who screaming out lout. Haha.

I am not ready for a relationship. Not now methinks.

Alright. Questions to answer from cik Shikin

1. Domo kun or Angry bird?

Angry bird

2. Obses atau tidak kepada kecantikan? Why?

Not exactly obses. But whenever there's a solution for anti-pimples, I was obses and rush to get it as fast as I could. Hehe.

3. Sehari berapa kali anda makan?

If kat rumah makan sepinggan nasi sehari sekali pun dah cukup. But selang sejam mesti makan something else, mulut mesti nak kunyah kunyah such as bread with omelet. Kuat makan ni :)

5. Hp yang paling diidami?

I didn't have favourite handphone actually. Emm maybe iPhone.

6. Sudah follow saya?

Not yet. Hehe. Soon.

7. Status?

8. IPTA mana yang anda suka?

Of course lah IIUM!

9. 3 benda yang anda inginkan tapi belum tercapai?

Fly to Japan, pandai berenang anndd someone gives me a bouquet of winter rose :)

10. Keistimewaan yang ada pada diri anda?

Kuasa telepati yang hebat. Haha.

11. Misi hidup anda?

Hidup dengan penuh bergaya.

My Questions are:

1. Being cool or adorable?

2. Kenangan terindah?

3. What is definition between man and football?

4. Do you like pink colour? Why?

5. What is language the most that you want to learn?

6. Why do you think you are weird? If not, why?

7. What are you in the next 5 years? Why are you really confidence with it?

8. What type do you want when searching for a perfect partner?

9. If you told by someone that you are smelly, how do you react?

10. Status? Do you feel comfortable with your status now? Why?

11. Your plan for your future?

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Orang malang yang kena tag ialah.

Jeng jeng jeng

khainisa

Miss A

Cik Razz

Zati

wardiyah

pocie boss

sindadila

ameen topa

yaya

aman

athira

Fun. Laugh. Live

Selama 2 minggu selepas final exam aku habis, untuk senang lenang di rumah hampir setiap masa adalah mustahil sama sekali. Aku ada 2 tournament yang perlu aku terjah dan untuk berlagak macam semua itu tidak merunsingkan hati yang sejuk ini adalah totally impossible. Aku perlu atau kata mudahnya terpaksa ke Gombak setiap khamis andd stay until Saturday. Tentulah perkara tersebut sangat membosankan lebih lebih lagi sekiranya anda ada banyak masa terluang untuk jalan-jalan sendiri di kota Rawang dan mengorat mana-mana mat bangla yang nampak ‘kachak’ atau singgah ke pusat karaoke dengan member kamceng seperti yang selalu anda lakukan ketika masih bersekolah ataupun lepak di cyber cafe selama berjam jam dan bersantai di depan 7 Eleven sambil mengunyah burger tengok kereta lalu lalang. Tentulah aktiviti rutin sebegitu sangat menggembirakan apatah lagi diselang-seli dengan bergosip bersama teman. Unfortunately, you have to sacrifice your time and money by coming to Gombak and train with other karatekas. Gagahkan seluruh tubuh badan and train hard. Sungguh meletihkan!

Hahaha. Just kidding.

Of course my decision to come and train with them is the best decision I’ve ever made! In fact, in the first week on Saturday, aku dapat join ke seminar with Sensei Tai Moon at dojo Kajang. Andd next Saturday nya pulak aku ke MITC, Melaka dengan Sensei Rijal, Shafa andd yang lain. Damn cool! Tak tahu macam mana nak terjemahkan apa yang aku rasakan. Rasa gembira, terharu, excited, even rasa nak menari tengah tengah hall tu pun ada. First time aku melangkah masuk ke MITC tu mata aku dah terbeliak cheh cheh... HAHAHA. Yelah kaann, semua rambut macam macam colour datang dari macam macam negara. Bila pandang ke kiri, nafas aku terus jadi sesak. Bungkam. Tak terkata. Ada beberapa team dari Jepun la >_<

Saat itulah tiba tiba aku terangguk angguk. Yeahh damn you suhey! Tengok makhluk dari Jepun pun boleh jadi gugup gugup malu gituh. Alright. Actually di Melakalah tempat yang tak tersangka aku jejak hanya untuk menyaksikan jeng jeng jeng...

7th World Junior and Cadet Championships ( WKF )!!!

Tu link diaaa ----> WKF :)

Nak ke tempat penonton then kena panjat tangga mak aihhh punyalah tinggi, kiri kanan semua mat saleh jaa... aku dah mula sengih. Sana hensem sini hensem then kecek bahasa yang aku tak faham. Tiba tiba diorang nampak cool di mata aku. Hahaha. Group depan aku delegasi dari Italy. Tak habis habis bersorak. Ada sorang minah tu nama dia Lallo Viola. Fuhh. Shumeell. Seberang kiri aku pulak dari mana tah, Hungary atau Denmark. Tak pasti dah. Badan diorang semua besar besar. Tapi kalau diikutkan umur diorang still dikategorikan sebagai juinor which is below 21.

Pertandingan individual for male Kata tengah berlangsung waktu aku sampai. Kebanyakan Kata yang peserta buat datang dari aliran shotokan which is aku tak berapa tahu. But, once aku ternampak this one guy, i called him ‘yang rambut style macam mangkuk’ or ‘budak laki dari Colombia’ or nama sebenar Luis Felipe Aguilar Rodriguez kat tengah tengah tu tiba tiba aku terasa... hensemmmm nyeerrrr mamat tuuuuuuuu!!!! Hahaha. Waktu dia buat Kata sesungguhnya aku tak pernah terasa se-khusyuk ini terhadap sesuatu. Aku bet, if dila tengok, mesti dia pun sependapat macam aku. Hoho.

But, that guy kalah kepada peserta dari jepun iaitu Taiki Kozaki Of course lah! Jepun is the best maaa.

Aku tak pasti kenapa, tapi dalam banyak banyak negara yang terpekik bersorak untuk team diorang, aku tak nampak team dari jepun buat macam tu. Diorang just duduk tengok dengan tekun. Sangaaattt merendah diri. Sangat ohsem! Dari jauh aku boleh nampak diorang dengan berjaket putih bersama pengurus sukan yang kachak ke hulur hilir dengan papan ber-klip nya then jurulatih mereka yang dipanggil legend oleh Sensei Rijal. “Eh sue! Nao Moroka, Rika Usami...ha! that old man la diorang punya sensei tauu. Legend! Har3” Terasa kelakar bila Sensei Rijal dengan bangga dan excited bila beritahu kat aku yang dia dapat bergambar dengan ‘that legend’. Kahkahkah. Well aku pun dapat bergambar jugak dengan diorang. Chill ahh :D

Aksi tak berapa cool. har3.

Yang belt merah tu peserta dari Jepun; Taiki Kozaki

Budak rambut mangkuk dari Colombia. Hehe.

Special pose team from Japan. Kawaii ne.

Natsuki Shimizu, Sara Yamada koott namanyaa >_<  andd Kiyou Shimizu :)

Okay...bila waktu nak balik tu rasa macam tanak balik. Sob..sob.. Tiba tiba rasa sedih T.T

Waktu dah sampai kat Uia Gombak, abah mak and eh eh maknyah pak ngah dengan ayu pun ada. Hoho. Diorang hari tu baru je balik dari jepun sebab kak Intan nak konvo. Uwaahh jeles bangat seyh. Btw, ayu bought me this one yang pakai dekat kepala macam ‘banzaiiii’. Seriously, terharu giler. Terjerit keseronokan aku bila dia hulurkan benda tu. Dia macam tahu je something yang boleh buat aku tersengih lebar. Kain tu tertulis winning succesful but in kanji. Andd mak saudara aku pulak belikan aku purse berklik warna merah dengan corak bunga sakura. Shumeeelll sangaaaat! Tenkiu tenkiu :):):)

p/s kalau dalam kumite ingat je how budak perempuan dari jepun tu buat, ok suhey. Then you won’t be freaking out. I suppose.